The Domestic F*cker Family

Title courtesy of Dir en grey and my random player, the ideal title for my day...

Today has been one of those days, one of those where you swear life will be going hand in hand with you and not betray you, only to have it suddenly stop and kick you from behind. It's been one of those days where you seem to just be in everybody's way and you seem to just want to crawl under a rock and never come out.

You wake up with a positive attitude just to get slapped in the face by the cold, harsh hand of...whatever you can think of.

I woke up actually eager to go to my classes, I got my things ready, dressed myself and whatnot. Today's my mother's birthday, she kinda dressed up to go to work and my dad just basically raved and raved over how fantastic she looked. I also tried to give that effort and in short, received a: "yeah, the hair came out nice" My mother and I have to go to the university together because we both go to the same class, so my mother is basically dilly-dawdling and finally goes to the car; I come back upstairs to get my Italian dictionary and my dad just starts hollering at me to hurry up because mom is going to get there late. He yells at me, makes me feel bad, leaves me crying and he didn't eve say good bye but he did to her. So I'm crying in the car, not to her, but to myself and mom just...blames me, says well it's your own fault.

Let's leave them at that...

I went to mom's class, can't say it was great (I was falling asleep) and later went to have breakfast with her and Frances. I ate 3 honey biscuits, that went down an awful bad road because I felt sick all day long and still do. At 10:30am I had John Ellis' class, it was actually interesting and I had a lot of fun. I went on to go have lunch with Susana where we talked about "de todo un poco" and then came back to the university. I spent an hour and a half basically feeling down and depressed and hoped to talk to my shistas, but they were both busy...

While waiting for Russian class to begin, I went online and received an e-mail from cdjapan and it mentioned a whole new Dir en grey 2 DVD+1CD Set from the 2008 tour Rose Trims Again. Russian began and it was interesting, easy and very nice. Apart from this science guy that just sorta creeps everything out of me and keeps trying to...>.> I don't know what, kept me for like 20 minutes just boasting about himself, hoping to impress me. Yeah, I got news for you, that will NEVER win me over - -;;

I spent yet another lonely hour hoping somebody, not going to say who, to call me back and keep me company until Italian began; sadly, nobody did. When I was alone in the classroom, the excitement that I was apparently storing up from the big news about the Dir en grey Set kinda...exploded. I was hyper, actually happy, jumpy and very very excited (Just ask the girl that was sitting next to me...I passed on my excitement to her) At one point I reached total exhaustion and fell into a deep sleep during class, so I went outside to buy myself a Snickers bar.

My parents came by to pick me up once the class was over, they payed more attention to Jomarie than they did to me. Once in the car, I guess my dad kinda tried to get back on my good side, but I'm afraid he took a bit too long to do so and I was just no longer caring. They asked me about Ellis' class and I was trying to talk to them about it, but they just either ignored me or interrupted me every few words...

I arrived home and I can honestly say that I am in no mood to handle people right now, I spent a lovely weekend and Monday came along to screw me and said happiness...